double dog dare me (is that how it goes?)

World Spins Madly On (Live) - The Weepies

I need something.

I don't know what I need, but I know that whatever it is, it's something for me. I feel like I've been watching on the sidelines for as long as I can remember. I've been watching people live their lives, growing and discovering as they go along. But I feel stuck. I feel like I'm Lauren Conrad and that everyone else is Whitney (place her last name here). The whole world is moving and I'm standing still. I want to have fun. Be bold. Experiment. Discover. Just let loose, yenno? (But not Girls-Gone-Wild loose hahah)

But eff, I'm such a wuss! I hate trying new things. I like to stick with what I know. This is why I don't like trying new food.

This time is going to be different though. I need to get over those right prefrontal cortex signals (hehe go psych!). I need to start doing things for myself.

So I've decided to make my first step ballet. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. Crazy, right? Well guess what, I don't care. I've cared for too long. I can't even believe I'm blogging about ballet haha! I've kept it a secret for so long; this desire to dance. It's out now, and I'm glad that it is :) hehe I sound silly, huh? Silly's good.

Here's to letting loose.